Balance in the paradox
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• May 16, 1997
I have been thoroughly enjoying this very interesting set of discussions on Nirhetuka and Sahetuka Krpa, and have learned a great deal from the erudite group involved in this. At the early stages of these discussions, I had the opportunity to engage in two consecutive telephone conversations, one with Mr. Kalale and the other with Varadhan, that further accentuated my interest in this complex issue. Based on all of these, I would like to share a few thoughts that I have been pondering this past week. Mani had presented a very poignant concept, which was furthered by Mr. Sadagopan, that nirhetuka and sahetuka krpa are not diametrically opposed, but indeed, are mysteriously and subtly intertwined as to mutually compliment each other in some sense. I support such a view, for I contend that looking at Grace in this way tempers either extreme, creating a delicate balance between the Lord's Compassion and the devotee's desire to realize Him. To elaborate: One concensus that seems to have emerged out this discussion is that both Swami Desikan and Pillai Lokacharya would concur that some vyajam, or pretext, is required to "open the floodgates" to the full realization of the Lord's Unfathomable Grace. While I do not disagree with this, I am concerned that overemphasizing its requirement could make our limited human nature tend to focus on the pretext, rather than on His Grace. We would begin to ask ourselves, "what is this pretext exactly? Is it a specific ritual? Am I qualified to perform it? Whatever it is, I've got to find it, so that I can invoke His grace. And once it is complete, how do I know that I have done it right? How do I know that I have His Grace?" On and on, possibly to the point that our reliance on Him becomes muted by the fears and worries associated with our self-efforts. This is where the nirhetuka krpa concept plays its tempering role. By realizing that the pretext is a result of the Lord's Grace, and that our seeming self efforts are virtually irrelevant before the real Upaya, the Lord Himself, the fears, worries, and needless thoughts are mitigated, allowing the prapannan to fully rely on the Lord alone as the Upaya and Upeya. It is my view that the relative unimportance of the pretext becomes enhanced by the idea that the Lord, out of His unbounded desire to save, can even use accidental deeds as pretexts for Grace. Sri Vachana Bhushanam has several interesting anecdotes which illustrate how even the most accidental contact with the Lord or a Bhagavatha can save a soul, whether or not an individual is aware of this action or its beneficial results. But, once we start going to the other extreme, having such doubts as, "if the Lord requires little or nothing to reach Him, then why am I doing all these aradhanais and karmas; if all is the result of His Grace, then why are so many people still bound in samsaram; if the Lord's grace is uncaused, then he must be partial, etc.," the sahetuka idea of the need for a pretext brings us back to balance. It is certainly a delicate balance to maintain, and it really does not completely resolve the issue. But, maintaining this seemingly paradoxical notion creates a more temperate climate that I believe would reduce the ritualistic, do X to gain Y, idea of pretext while mitigating the notion of the arbitrary nature associated with uncaused grace. I think it would also further the idea that the pretext is not a specific act, per se, but an emotional experience - a realization of the Lord's protection that, in reality, is always there for us. Daasanu Daasan, Mohan
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