Thiruvaaimozhi 4.3-I am Emperumaan's possession and He is mine!
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• March 22, 1998
SRI: Dearest Sisters and Brothers, Emperumaan, it seems, in this decad of Thiruvaaimozhi 4.3, shows Hi self to the AzhwAr, who has considered his entire life as Emperumaan only and nothing or no one else; AzhwAr also expresses his enjoyment of His mercy and grace on the AzhwAr. 1. nappinnaip piraatti has got the Most beautiful Red coral lips like the kovaaip pazham. To get her, KaNNA! You fought with the seven oxen and killed them. You bent Your bow to destroy rAvaNA, the king of lankA, surrounded by the four big ramparts. You broke the tusker of the elephant "kuvalayaapeetam". Such Great Lord You are; and during those avtaars, I had NEVER performed Thiruvaaraadhanam by offering flowers with pure water at Your Feet. Even then, You have considered my mind as the sandal paste and applied on Your chest. The soft tender, ThirumEni of Yours- my mind has become sandal paste for such a Divine Chest! (How lucky I am! How fortunate I am!) (This reminds me of Sthothra Rathnam of Alavandhaar- "kathaa punas sankha"Â…-When Lord TrivikramA, measured the entire universe in His one step, He had touched the entire world with His Lotus Feet. Had I lived in any form during that time, I would have attained mOksham; but, the very fact that I exist today means I was not there; I am so unfortunate! Please place Your Lotus Feet now on my head, Oh Lord!) 2. Emperumaan, is the peerless, unparalleled Vigrahavaan. He is the Eka mUrthy. He is the only Iswaran. He ate the entire universe and retained them in His stomach and protected the world and spat after; For Him, my father, my mind has become His sandal paste. My words are His garland. My verses are His Beautiful silk cloth. My humble respects to Him with both of my hands are His shining golden ornaments adorned by Him. 3. Oh NarayNA! The One who is having His yOga nithrA on AdhisEshA in ThiruppaaRkadal (Milk Ocean)! You were first one mUrthy; then you became two mUrthys, mummUrthys, and then many mUrthys; You became sUrya chandRas and the five bhUthAs; You are also formles (aru). For all of these, You have become the jIvAtmA. You have made me the place for all the articles for performing Thiruvaaraadhanam namely, sandal paste, maalai, and all other articles. Since, You have made me useful for You, I have NO SORROWS any more. (In this pAsuram, 1. one mUrthy- Emperumman, The One before the srushti; The Primordial Chief; 2. Two mUrthys- Prakriti, mahaan - having them as His sarIram (Body), 3. Three mUrthys: Three ahankaarAs; (sAtvik, rajas, and thamas). 4. Many mUrthys- Satvika ahankaara-11 indhriyAs; ThAmasa ahankaarAs- Five bhUthAs; 5. Aru- antharyaami.) 4. KaNNa PerumaanE! To finish You off, bhUthanai, the rAkshasi, had come to breast feed You. You, even as an infant, sucked her life along with the poisonous milk and killed her. A great wonder! Not only that. You, the Beloved of MahAlakshmi, appeared as Vaamanan. (Note. AzhwAr refers to Vaama avathaaram and address the Lord as the Beloved of Lakshmi! Vaamana hid Her behind the KrishNajinam, which He was wearing as the Brahmachari.) During those times, I had NOT paid obeisance to You performing ThiruvArAdhanam with garlands of cool fragrant flowers; Yet, For Your long haired head, my jIvan has become the garland (How fortunate am I!) 5. My father, My Emperumaan, KaNNapiraan, has got the Divine ChakrA in His hand. My jIvan (uyir) has become His garland. His countless, unbounded Golden ornaments and His shining crown are My love and affection towards Him. My love is His PeethAmbharam (His cloth). His Keerthy (the glories), the one hailed by the three worlds and dEvAs, is also my love for Him. 6. I have been yelling "NarayanA!, The One who ate and spat the entire universe!" so many times and yet, You did not come; Oh EmperumaanE! The One who executes the final time cycle! Your Most Beautiful Lotus Feet are the decorations on my head (Forehead as ThirumaN SrichoorNam). I will always wear them as the decoration on my head. (reciting the Pasurams and slokams are difficult; can we not at least do that?) 7. You had measured the entire universe with Your feet! Oh Beautiful VaamanA! You enable Those who pray to You with both their hands reach You easily- Such a Maayavan are You. I had never paid You respects and performed ArAdhanam with fragrant flowers and water; Yet You are taking my jIvan (uyir) as Your food; Yoru jOthi swarUpam, the one described in VedAs is always on top of my jIvan (uyir). That only means You love me so dear. 8. Oh jOthiswarUpi! The knowledge personified! The One who stays in my AthmA most willingly! My life is so sweet to You. Your life and existence is so sweet to me too. I can NOT tell the exact form in which You exist. I have become Your dear and You have become my dear. I have become Your possession and You have become mine. (Here it appears his disciple asked ALavandhaar " this AthmA of ours is His property and is dear to Him. How one can say Emperumaan's AthmA is jIvAthmA's possession?" YamunAchAryA responded "When we try and wish Our AthmA to belong to Emperumaan, the karmA may become the hurdle and hamper the same; But when the SarvEshwaran Himself becomes the jIvAthmA's belonging, there can not be a karmA factor that can stop the progress; It may strike positive and That will stay permanent." - what a taatparyam by Yamuna muni!) 9. I am totally, completely immersed in Your love for me; But still, I can NOT tell and describe Your most auspicious attributes (kalyANa guNAs). I am being dragged and carried away by the swift currents of the great floods of Your glories and keerthy and when can I reach the shore, Oh Lord! I am being caught in choppy waters with terrible swirls of love for You amd You are haunting my memories. Oh Blemishless Param poruLE! When Great Scholars and bhakthAs (like other members of Bhakti Group) hail Your glories, I (madhavakkannan) also join with them and hail Your ausicious attributes. 10. Even if all seven worlds and I join together and hail Your glories, it will not suffice and do justice to complete the Glories of Yours; Your glories are so limitless and unbounded. Even if He decides to hail His glories by Himself, He can not do justice to it and complete. It is not possible to describe His glories in such words. Then if you ask "why do you hail His glories then?", it si because for my redemption, and for my "ujjIvanam", I am hailing His glories. For saving me, He is so merciful and He showered so much grace on me, can I stay without hailing His glories? (No.) he is so sweet and tasty for me like Honey, Milk, Jaggery (Vellam) and nectar. Hence, I hail his Glories. 11. Sri Sadagopar (NammAzhwAr) was born in Thirukkurugoor where there are lots of fields and ponds filled with Lotus flowers. He, having found that there is only one way for redemption of our soul, that is holding the Lord's Lotus Feet firmly, has sung 1000 pAsurams in praise of Him. Out of those 1000, those who read these ten will stay in this world with great prosperity for a long time (with dheergaayus) and from here they will also rule Parama Padham even. NammAzhwAr thiruvadigaLE saraNam Ram Ram With Best Regards NarayaNa dAsan madhavakkannan ______________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free Email at http://www.hotmail.com
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