Sri ManavALa Maamuni"s YathirAja Vimsathi(YRV) : part 6
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• March 23, 1997
Dear Members of the Bhakthi group : I will discuss a few slokams of YRV in this posting . Slokam 6: *********** AlpApi mE na bhavadheeya padhAbhja Bhakti : SabdhAthi bhoga ruchi: anvaham yethatE haa I madh pApamEva hii nidhAnam amushya nAnyath tath vaaraya Aarya YathirAja Dhayaika SindhO II ( Meaning ) : O Ocean of Mercy ! O my Crown Jewel of an Achaarya ! I do not possess deep attachment to your lotus feet . I do not seem to have even a small measure of that bhakthi to your sacred feet. My desire for the worldly pleasures keeps on growing day by day . What a pity ! The fundamental reason for this phenomenon is the underlying paapams of mine. I can not think of any other causative factor for this state . Therefore , I beg you to banish my paapams with your grace . Slokam 7: vrthyA pasu: naravapu: thvahameedhrusOpi sruthyAthi siddha nikhilaathma guNArayOyam I ithyAtarENa krithinOpi mitha: pravakthum adhyApi vanchanaparOhtra Yatheendhra varthE II (Meaning ) : O King of Yathis ! I am an animal edition of human existence. I have the body of a human being (nara Vapu :) ,but by deeds , I am closer to an animal (Pasu Vrutthi ) . Inspite of this , I mislead others and make them think that I am a model of one shining with aathma GuNAs celebrated by the VedAs and VedAngAs . I am completely different than the impression I give them. I am a poli Bhagavathan(pOtkan ) . What a Pity that I am in this despicable state ! (Comments ) : Sri MunigaL is in a state of NaichyAnusandhAnam or SvanikarshAnusandhAnam . He is in a repentive mood contemplating on his unfitness . He remembers the adage : J~nEna Heena: Pasubhi: SamAna : " . He cries out that he has no true knowledge ( J~nana Heenan ) and is poor in anushtaanam (AnushtAna Vaikalyam ) . He says : "Others describe me as the treasure house of all of the celebrated aathma guNAs saluted by the sruthis . What a tragedy ? I am totally unfit to be called a BhagavathA . O Ocean Of Mercy ! O DayA SindhO ! Please save me from this self-generated calamity ! Slokam 8 *********** In this and the next two slokas , Our Aachryan describes himself as a Moorkan or undisciplined ruffian . He pleads for Acharya RamAnujA's grace . The 8th slokam is as folows : dukkhAvaha : aham anisam tava dushta chEshta : sabdhAdhi Bhoga Niratha: saraNAgAthAkya : I Tvath paadha bhaktha iva sishta janowka madhyE mithyA charaami YathirAja TadhOsmi Moorka : II (Meaning ) : O YathirAjA ! What a ruffian and vesha Dhaari (actor ) I am ! I carry the title of Prapannan and yet I am engaged in the performance of deeds not permitted by sAsthrAs . I create great sorrow for you with my conduct . I am not fit to be seen in the company of your devout sishyAs and yet I pretend that I am one of your very dear disciple and thus practise falsehood . You must take mercy on me and lift me up . AcharyA's Mental state of NaichyAnusanthAnam ***************************************************** This state is also known as Aathma GarhaNam or Self- depreciation . In this state , the bhakthan recounts one's shortcomings and prays for the Lord"s or one's Acharyan's compassion ( AnukmapA and DayA ) . Such Acharya PurushAs like MaNavALa Maamuni had no particular defects or shortcomings . This mood however is a sanchAri Bahvam born out of Nirvedam and helplessness . There are many instances of VaishNava AcharyAs , who cry out with naicchiyam in a spirit of identification with our inadequacies and misdeeds . Thyaga Brhamam was a Rama Chaithanyaa and had a spotless life devoted to the worship of Sri Ramachandra. He lamented however about his unfitness and sought the dayA of Sri RamA in the following krithis :(1) Tudukku Gala (Gowlai ) ; Etula BrOthuvO teliya ( ChakravAham ) ; PrAlabdha ( SvarAvaLi raagam ) ; TelinE jEyu ( Kokila dhvani ) ; nOrEmi Sri RaamA (VarALi ). I will take the Gowlai krithi to compare the state of mind of MM to that of another great BhakthA , ThyagarAjA , who blessed this earth with his presence few centuries later . This krithi in RaagA Gowlai starts with the pallavi , "Tudukku Gala nannE dora koduku prochurA yenthO ". In this second pancha Rathna Krithi , Saint ThyagaraajA starts in the lower rishabha svaram indicative of his agitated mental state. He asks as to which dorai magan ( son of the powerful Master/ Chakravarthi Thirumagan ) is going to come to his rescue . He suggests that Dasarathi , the son of Dasaratha chakravarthi is the only one , who can save him from his aparAdhams . Professor Saambhamurthy describes the mental state of NaicchyanusandhAnam of the Saint this way : " The sahityam reflects the pathetic state of mind and the penitent mood the composer had at that time . The sahitya is confessional in tone ; but the fact is ThyagarAjA never committed the sins enumerated therein . Indirectly , it is provided as a lesson to others to desist from committng such sins . " Sadhguru SwamigaL has gone on to compose many krithis expressing similar aathma GarhaNa mood for our benefit . Some of them are : YennALLu tirikEthi ( MaaLava Sri ) , Yetula KaapAduthuvO ? Sri RamachandrA ! ( Aahiri ) ; Nenandhu VedakudhurA , Hari ( Hari KaambhOji ) ; Sikku Maali naa ValE tara -nEvaru thiruga jaalarayaa (KedAra Gowlai ) ; Nimmana valasinadhEmi ? Raama nannavalEnugaaka ( kalyANi ) ; Gattigaanu nanu chEyi BattE tEnnadi ko ( Begada) ; Paahi KalyaaNa- sundara Raama maam ( Punnaaga VarALi ) ; Nee chitthamu nirmalamani ninnE namminAnu ( DhanyAsi). Earlier VaishNava AchAryA's Aathma GarhaNam ***************************************************** MM followed a traditional method set by earlier AachaaryAs in including many Aathma GarhaNa slokams in his YathirAja Vimsathi . AaLavandhAr's 11th verse in Sthothra Rathnam starting with , " Na Ninthitam karma tadhasthi lokE sahasrasO YannamayAvdhAyee " is a case in point. Here , the great AachAryA cries out to Lord MukhundA : " O Lord ! There is not a sin that I have not committed tens of thousands of times . I do not know of any sin that I have not committed. All of these sins have now ripened and are ready to yield their fruits . At this time of desperation and terror , I stand before you screaming as to who is going to protect me . Swami Desikan states elsewhere : jaanan anaadhi vihithaan aparAdha vargaan Swamin bhayaath KIMAPI vakthumaham na saktha : (Meaning ) : O SarvesvarA ! I AS THE BEARER OF LIMITLESS LOAD OF ANCIENT SINS am standing before you with terror in my mind and am dumb to describe your glories . I stand muted before you weighted down by my paapa Raasis. Swami Desikan also has described himself in yet another sthothram as " Adharma pravaNAnAm agra skandha pravruttham agatamaana vipratheesAram maam " . Here he describes himself as the one standing in the front row unrighteous and as one , who has no compassion for fellow jeeva Raasis . This is the Aaathma GarhaNa , Aakinchanya Mood that MaNavALa Maamuni that he engages in this and other slokams to follow to seek the compassion of DayA sindhu , Sri RaamAnujA. Sri MaNavALa MaamunigaL ThiruvadigaLE SaraNam Oppiliappan KOIL VaradAchAri Sadagopan
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