naanEthaan aayiduga- Some reflection of Athma guNAs
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• August 1, 2000
Sri: Srimathe Ramanujaya Namah: Dearest sisters and Brothers, On this great day of Sri GodhA PiraaTTi's (Sri AndAL) Thirunakshathram, let us pay our obeisance to the Lotus Feet of Sri AndaL by dwelling on Her word "naanEthaan ayiduga" (in 15th pAsuram of Thiruppaavai) (meaning: may be -I am at fault). NaanE than aayiduga means: Let naan (“I”) be what “I” should actually be- i.e. being eternal servant- daasan of Emperumaan. (naan ) naanEthan aayiduga. Please forgive me for my free translations (though not error free). This article elaborated mainly on "naanEthaan ayiduga" is based on one of the pamphlets that are released regularly under "Project Popularization of Swamy Desika's works" by Sri U Ve. C Seshadri of Chennai. This particular one was released on the 80th Thirunakshathram of asmadhacharyan Srimad PaRavaakkOttai Andavan Sri Gopaladesika Mahadesikan (8.4.2000). This is from Srimad Rahasyathrayasaram of Swamy Desikan - SwanishTa abhignaana adhikaaram. (Chapter-14). (This is ONLY intended to remind ourselves of these Athma guNAs that we need to inculcate and cultivate- for us, Srivaishnavas, who have surrendered to the Lotus Feet of Sriya: Pathi Sriman Narayanan. This is srivaishnava lakshaNam to DEVELOP cultivating these guNAs. I always relish referring to Sri KooratthAzhwAn's glory again and again on his GREATEST ATHMA guNAs. This post is more of my loud thinking to rectify myself.. Or at least attempt.- start attempting. It is NOT an overnight phenomenon. It requires us to have the "real" feeling of "jIvan's" true nature of belonging to Sriya: Pathi as His sEshan- His vasthu, His possession- His eternal servant Swarupa nishtai: 1. If we happen to listen to the statements (derogatory) about us, like "He is short; He is dark; He is of ugly face; He is lame; He is stupid- not intelligent; He is of low caste" and any other abusive statements, do not worry. These statements are all for our body (sarIram) and nothing of that sort relates to our AthmA, which is permanent, pure always. Hence, we do not need to scold back or howl at them for such statement; nor we need to sulk and feel remorseful. 2. Further, if someone really scolds or abuses us with such statements as above, or any other disparaging remarks against us, feel sorry for him that he unnecessarily incurs paapams (sins) by such statements and pray to Emperumaan to have krupai on him (remember Sri KooratthAzhwAn forgiving Nalooraan). 3. Sometime, we may not adhere to saaasthras (I always fall in this category) and due to laziness, or exertion, may skip some deed; if someone finds us with that defect and corrects us, we should not get angry for being caught red handed; instead, we need to feel thankful and be grateful to him for correcting us at the most appropriate time. (Once ThirukkOshithoyoor Swamy due to feeling tired, leaned on a pillar in Srirangam temple during VaikuNTa EkAdashi festival, another person (like me, waiting to find someone at fault), approached Swamy and pointed that Swamy should not do that being an AchArya. (One is not supposed to lean on and relax in Bhagawath Sannidhi). Immediately Swamy apologized and thanked him for correcting him. He felt indebted to him for preventing him do that apacharam which he had committed without even realizing that he was doing.) What a quality! -I would have said "sardhaan pOm Swamin.. Unga vElayai paathuNdu pOvIngaLaa?") 4. Even when one finds us committing apacharams and tells us, we need to consider as if Emperumaan is speaking to us through him to correct us and consider it a Divine will. We should not think of any ill against such people. Even when it is false accusations, we should think that Emperumaan is only testing us for balanced mind to face insults. 5. When one accuses without proper analysis, and without any reason, only based on prejudices, we should feel delighted that our praarabhdha karma is getting dissolved by through his such false accusations and be thankful to Emperumaan for enabling us get dissolved of our praarabdha karma so easily. UpAya nishtai: 1. Except for SarvEshawaran, Sriya: Pathi Sriman Narayanan, we and our family (wife, children) are not servants or daasa bhUthars to anyone else. 2. Even when we are in the evening of our life, or suffering from deadly disease, and are going to die, since we have already surrendered to Emperumaan, we should feel happy that the time has come to unite with Him at SrivaikuNtam through archiraadhi maargam. (soozhuvisum panimugil thhoriyam muzhakkina.- TVM 10.9) and gladly welcome death with smiling face. We should know fully well that we are going to be sitting on the soft lap of our Father Sri Parama padha nAthan looking and enjoying His red coral like lips and be along with His samastha parivaaram.- Nithyars and mukhthars. 3. Having surrendered to the Sriya: Pathi, we should not worry about our protection and not be scared of any event happening. He is there to protect us and whatever happens is His Divine will. (It need not be what we desire. It will be what He desires for us.) 4. Having surrendered to the Sriya: Pathi, we should not undertake any other means (like bhakti yOgam). We have surrendered to Him with an unflinching faith (mahAviswaasam). He has already taken a pledge to save us from all sins and has assured us Not to worry. (so why worry?) We should not do some yaagams /homams or any other karmas simply because it is going to give us some puNyam, but simply as Bhagawath preethyartham. 5. Having surrendered to the Sriya: Pathi, We should always think that it is all in Emperumaan's will to alleviate our sorrows and to grant us something good until our death. Whatever happens is for good. Purushaartha nishtai: 1. Having surrendered to the Sriya: Pathi, we should NEVER ever seek for material comforts, nor should we unduly be worried about some problems occurring at home with our family, - with a thinking that everything is happening only due to praarabhdha karma. 2. By worrying about anything, nothing gets resolved. It has to happen as per Bhagawath sankalpam. - With that jnAnam, we should not brood about the domestic problems occurring. 3. If there is some unexpected wealth or comfort comes our way also (of course through dharmic way), we should not shun them. We should consider them as Bhagawath sankalpam and think that that is way to get rid of (praarabdha karma phalam) puNyams as they will also be stumbling block for SrivaikuNTa prApthi. 4. We should view both happiness and sorrows equally with a balanced mind and have ruchi (taste) only for kaimkaryam to Emperumaan Sriya: Pathi Sriman Narayanan. 5. Having surrendered to the Sriya: Pathi, we should develop an intense desire (tvarai) for the Paramapadha prApthi and utter Dwayam, (contemplating its esoteric deep meaning) at all times. All above qualities are for us, Srivaishnavas, who have surrendered to Emperumaan Sriya: Pathi Sriman Narayanan. If we attempt to inculcate and cultivate these guNAs, Sri AndAL and AchAtya saarva bhouman Swamy Desikan will be pleased. Any mistake in the above writing is only mine; anything good is due to the great article written by the author. Before winding up: As Bhagyasaalis (fortunate ones) belonging to Sri Ramanuja dharsanam- our Srivaishnava Sampradayam, let us remind ourselves of: Tatvam: (1) Sentient soul- Jeevathman; (2) achith – Insentient matter (3) Iswaran- Emperumaan Sriya: Pathi Sriman Narayanan- sEshi (master- owner) for both Chit and Achit Hitham- (means- way) the Lotus Feet of Emperumaan Sriya: Pathi Sriman Narayanan, through Bhakti yOgam or Prapatti (saraNAgathy) AND Purushaartham- Eternal ceaseless service at the Lotus Feet of Sriya: pathi Sriman Narayanan. THIS IS OUR SRIVAISHNAVA SAMPRADAYAM. 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