ThiruvahIndhrapuram series: Part XXVII:SrImathi GeethA Rangarajan's Question on ThiruvaImozhi: 5.1.1
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• April 5, 2003
SrI: Dear SrImathi GeethA Rangarajan : You have focused on a very important paasuram of Swamy NammAzhwAr. This is a gem of a Pasursam where Swamy NammAzhwAr challenges the Lord directly (SavAl viduhirAr and asks the Lord to dare his challenge). The mood shift in AzhwAr from this Paasuram to the last Paasuram in this decad is delightful to experience. Srimans T.C.A.Venkatesan, M.G.VasudEvan and SrI PadmanAbhan Iyengar as well as Dr.Sarathy have reponded to you alrady . The references of Periya Thirumozhi verses (3.5.5 and 3.5.8) by SrIman PadmanAbha Iyengar is very apt in this context. I will just add a few more comments . Let us start with the word by word meaning for the Paasuram of TVM 5.1.1 and follow that up by extended comments : kaiyAr sakkaratthen KarumANikkamE yenRenRu poyyE kaimai sollip puRamE puRamayAdi meyyE peRRu ozhindhEn vidhi vaaykkinRu kappArAr ayyO ! KaNnapirAn ! aRayO inipponAlE ThiruvAimozhi: 5.1.1 puRamE puRamayAdi = (While) wandering amidst all external and transient pleasures (Vishaya sukhams) yenn kai aar sakkarutthu} KarumANikkamE } = I uttered "Oh my invaluable dark jewel of a Lord with the Hand adorning the beautiful disc named Sudarsanam although I did not have any preethi or esteem for You or for that radiant Sudarsanam shining Your hand . I pretended as though I am filled with affection for You . My intent was to cheat the world . yenRu yenRu poyyE } kaimai solli } = I acted as though I have deep devotion for You , which you knew was a deceitful act on my part and through that deciet , I misled others about my state of devotion to You. What did you do on witnessing this vanchakam of mine? How did you respond to my deception? meyyE peRRu ozhindhEn = Out of Your NirhEthuka krupA , You accepted my insincere act as true devotion and showered me with the immense grace that You reserve for Your Bhaktha SirOnmaNis. How should I react to what happened ? How should I react to this totally undeserving gift of Yourself to this decietful person ? Vithi VaaykkinRu kappAr aar? = When Your nirhethuka /avyAja KrupA showers on one , who can stop that ? During this process , the deceitful me got the better of the deal . How am I to react ? ayyO KaNNapirAn = Oh MahOpakAri! Sarva SulabhA! It is a pity that You lost Your svatanthram in this contest with me . I cheated You but You granted me victory and lost your independence (SvAtantryam) in the process . This exclamation , "AyyO" comes out of AzhwAr as a joyous reaction (yekkaLippu /exultation). AzhwAr could not believe what happened to him . He thought PerumAL will see thru his kapata naatakam intended for the people of the world and ignore him. The nirhEdhuka KrupA of KaNNan however created in Him vismruthi ( forgetfulness) ,ajn~Anam ( absence of knowledge ) and asakthi ( powerlessness). As a result, He overlooked the deceit of AzhwAr and granted AzhwAr His full anugraham. AzhwAr is now joyous and he blurts out "ayyO" because he got this unexpected and undeserving anugraham of the lord (" poyyE solli meyyE peRRu ozhindEn"). What a grand prize winner I am shouts the AzhwAr in joy over this incredible turn of events. arayO inip-pOnAlE = It is victory for me . After recieving this MahA BhAgyam , even if You want to leave me , it would not be possible for You , since You have lost Your independence (Svatanthram). You have become adhInam to me. "aRayE aRai" declares the AzhwAr exulting with the dhvani of a victor shouting at the one , who has been defeated in the contest . Ingu ,AzhwAr savAl viduhiRAr. AzhwAr challenges the Lord to leave him and predicts that He can not , since He is no longer a Svatantra Purushan.AzhwAr says: " I won thru my deceitful act. You lost . This is true. athanAl , nAnn yengum ithai paRayadippEn" AzhwAr shouts with joy :" arayO arai ,aRayO aRai ". Overcome by His dayA for the soul, the Lord did not use the full power of His Sarvajn~athvam (Omniscience ) and Sarva sakthithvam ( Omnipotence) to see through the AzhwAr's acting .His nirhEthuka KrupA took over , every thing else was pushed aside and the soul became the beneficiary. In the same spirit , AzhwAr exclaims in the next paasuram that he is a perfect impostor calling the Lord's names with feigned affection . Inspite of it , The Lord did not ignore the AzhwAr but entered in to his soul with all His VibhUthis due to His nirhEthuka krupA. Dahara VidhyA upAsana Phalan has now been gained by the AzhwAr. He exults and declares: " With You in me now , Oh Lord , You the possessor/owner of my soul have become subservient to me ! This is indeed a reverse of the normal order of things ". The seventh Paasuram in this decad is another jewel of an anubhavam by Swamy NammazhwAr as to how the nirhEthuka krupA of the Lord swept him of his feet even as he was pretending to be full of devotion . The mighty Lord's limitless grace to a lowly person like him moves the AzhwAr and he declares that there is hope for even the vilest of sinners amongst us: "AmmAn aazhip-pirAn Avan yevvidatthAn yAnAr yemmA Paaviyarkkum vidhi vaaykkinRu vaaykkum kaNDeer ". In the next paasuram , AzhwAr whose anubhavam of the nirhEthuka KrupA of the Lord trasformed him declares in all sincerity that the Lord KannapirAn is all to him (VaasudEva saravam ithi) . AzhwAr states unambigously that KaNnapirAN , who showered His avyAja krupA is the integrated essence of all the objects dear to the humans : their wealth, adoring wife , loving parents and earthly power. In the tenth paasuram of this decad , Swamy NammazhwAr reflects with utter humility about the transformation in him as a result of the Lord entering in to him out of His nirhEthuka krupA . AzhwAr declares solemnly: " He IS NOW in me. He is WITH ME NOW. We enjoy each other . Through this blissful experience , I have understood that this bhAgyam of union with Him did not arise from my effort at all , but from His immense DayA pravAham ". Swamy NammAzhwAr ThiruvadigaLE SaraNam , Daasan , Oppiliappan Koil VaradAchAri SadagOpan -------------------------------------------------------------- - SrImate rAmAnujAya namaH - To Post a message, send it to: bhakti-list@yahoogroups.com Group Home: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/bhakti-list Archives: http://ramanuja.org/sv/bhakti/archives/ Your use of Yahoo! Groups is subject to http://docs.yahoo.com/info/terms/
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