nyāsa vimśati of Swami Desikan

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• July 27, 1998

Introduction

There are 20 (vimśati) Sloka-s on nyāsa in this stotra (excluding two Sloka-s in the end which deal with the phala Sruti), and this is the basis for the name. After going through the meanings of the Sloka-s in nyāsa vimśati, I felt that it would have been more appropriate to call it prapatti-rakshā, similar to the pāñcarātra-rakshā of svāmi deśikan. After giving a description of how an ācārya should be chosen, how he should be respected, how a Sishya should behave, etc., svāmi deśikan takes up the different arguments that have been advanced by opponents of prapatti as a mokshopāya, and answers these questions through nyāsa vimśati.

Of the 28 stotra-s in samskṛt that we have from svāmi deśikan, nyāsa vimśati is the only one for which he himself has written a vyākhyāna in prose as well. This shows the importance he attached to the content of this stotra.

In this storam, svāmi deśikan gives the qualities of an ācārya, the attributes of a Sishya, the help rendered by an ācārya, the observances that should be followed by a Sishya on a daily basis, the qualifications for bhakti and prapatti, the greatness of prapatti, the prāyaścitta-s for transgressing the requirements of the anga-s of prapatti, etc.

I considered different formats for presenting the material below - in the form of questions and answers, a high level summary which omits details, and a very detailed write-up which covers everything that is conveyed to us. The last one would have been the most preferable, but because of the length I am compromising.

Concepts

ācārya lakshaṇa - ācārya should be treated as bhagavān

One who is interested in surrendering himself to the Lord should seek a qualified ācārya. A qualified ācārya is an absolute and integral part of śaraṇāgati, because getting a detailed understanding of the principle of prapatti is an essential prerequisite for śaraṇāgati, and this cannot be attained without the help of the ācārya. The ācārya should be held and worshipped in the same position as bhagavān by the Sishya, because there is no way to repay the knowledge that the ācārya imparts to the Sishya (Slokam 2). svāmi deśikan has described 14 qualities of an ācārya (ācārya lakshṇam) in Slokam 1, and 8 reasons why an ācārya and bhagavān hold the same position for a Sishya in Slokam 2.

Proper Instruction from A Qualified ācārya Absolutely Essential

Not everyone in the ocean of samsāra comes forth with a desire for moksha. This desire arises only in a few (kasyacit) who have had the good fortune to get the upadeśa as described in previous Sloka-s. In turn, it is only when a person has led a life of virtue (puṇya) that the desire to seek an ācārya, the desire for moksha, and the opportunity to even get the upadeśa from a qualified ācārya, will arise. This condition itself arises only occasionally (kvāpi kāle). SrI D. rāmasvāmi aiyengār refers us to the nitā - बहूनां जन्मनाम् अन्ते ज~नावान् मां प्रपद्यते (Slokam 5).

One may think that it is much easier to just chant the prapatti mantra once, and not have an ācārya etc. However, this is not what prapatti is all about. It is important to have the guidance of an ācārya who alone can sow the seed of prapatti in the Sishya’s mind at an opportune time as prescribed in the SAstra-s. This alone will lead to the long-lasting interest and ability to follow the anga-s of prapatti including mahā-viśvāsam, and lead ultimately to moksha (Slokam 8).

Sishya lakshaṇam

A person who wishes to learn and be instructed by an ācārya should be a sincere Sishya with certain qualifications such as sincere interest in learning, trust in SAstra-s, control of indriya-s, etc. svāmi deśikan has outlined 15 Sishya lakshaṇa-s in Slokam 3.

The Most Important Instruction The ācārya Should Impart

The most important instruction that the ācārya should give to the Sishsya, which in turn should be meditated upon by the Sishya constantly, is that

  1. bhagavān śrīman nārāyaṇa is the sole owner and controller of everything moving and non-moving,
  2. He is the only objective for all of us in life to attain and there is none other,
  3. He is the only means to attain this objective, and so the Sishya should learn never to deviate from the words of the SAstra-s which are His word.

This is the essence of the rahasya-traya-s (Slokam 4).

Bhakti and Prapatti Are Two Independent Means for Moksha

bhakti and prapatti are two distinct methods for attaining moksham, each with its own qualifications, requirements, effort, etc. Those that hold that they are identical may be misled by thinking that because the final outcome of both is same viz. moksha, the means are also equal in all respects (Slokam 5). In fact, prapatti happens to be both an anga of bhakti yoga as well an independent means for attaining moksha. The fact that prapatti is an altogether independent means for attaining moksha can be seen on the basis of several points. The pre-requisites (Anga-s) for bhakti yoga include strict observance of varṇāśrama dharma-s, whereas for prapatti the anga-s are ānukūlya samkalpa, kārpaṇya, mahā viśvāsa, etc. The effort needed is different for the two, the time it takes to attain moksha through bhakti yoga and prapatti yoga are different, and there are other differences as well. (Slokam 10).

Prapatti - Supported By Sruti-s as The Greatest tapas, and Within Everyone’s Reach

svāmi deśikan gives examples from the Sruti-s supporting that prapatti is considered the greatest of all tapas, one who has done prapatti is considered to be one who has done a good yāga, prapatti is a well-kept secret among deva-s, etc. At the same time, it is the means available to everyone without distinction of varṇa etc. The view that it is not suited for those who cannot chant vedic mantra-s is not correct, since Agamic (tantric) procedures are available to the latter (Sloka 9).

Several instances of śaraṇāgati being an accepted method to achieve one’s desired objective even in ordinary life are known in the smṛti-s. Examples of sugrīva, vibhīshaṇa, kākāsura, etc. are known to everyone. There is nothing in the SAstra-s against śaraṇāgati being an effective and accepted method to achieve the objective that one is unable to achieve by one’s own efforts. Given this, there is no basis for doubting that surrender to emperumān who is the Ocean of Mercy and the Ultimate in Sakti etc., can have any other end except fruition. This has been established by pūrvācārya-s unequivocally in their works (Slokam 6).

Importance of mahā-viśvāsam

svāmi deśikan emphasizes that it is not just viśvāsam - ordinary trust - that is a requisite for nyāsa; it is mahā-viśvāsam that is needed - utmost confidence, unshakable, beyond an iota of doubt, that He and He alone will protect us. This the most important of the anga-s of prapatti. It is natural for one to question whether it can really be true that we do this relatively effortless surrender, and in return bhagavān gives us the ultimate that anyone can ever ask for, viz. relief from the cycle of birth and re-birth, moksha. But mahā-viśvāsam will come only as a result of the upadeśa of an ācārya at the appropriate time and circumstance. This is why a proper ācārya is absolutely essential for prapatti (Slokam 7).

Responses to Issues Raised Relating to prapatti

  • It is said that just chanting the prapatti mantra is not sufficient, but prapatti is necessary and the mantra properly instructed by an ācārya will lead a Sishya to develop the proper attitude to prapatti. Then one can argue that performing prapatti may not itself lead to moksha, but instead only cultivate one’s interest in bhakti, which alone will lead to moksha. svāmi deśikan points out that this argument is not valid, and that prapatti is the direct means for moksha.

    In his vyākhyāna to this stotra, svāmi deśikan has given several examples from Sruti-s. तस्मात् न्यासम् एषां तपसाम् अतिरिक्तं आहुः - nyāsa is superior to tapas of other kinds - taittirīya upanishad. समित् साधनकाधीनां यज~नानां न्यासम् आत्मनः | नमसा यो’करोद् देवे स स्वध्वर इतीरितः - ahirbudhnya samhitā - Among those that perform yāga, those who perform self-surrender are considered to have performed a good yāga. In taittirīya upanishad we have एतद्वै महोपनिषदं देवानां गुह्यम् - nyāsa is a top secret among deva-s.
  • One may raise the doubt immediately that if nyāsa mantra is so much a secret between deva-s, is supported by the Sruti-s etc., then may be those who cannot chant the vedic mantra-s are not qualified for prapatti. For instance, it is said that one chants the praṇava manta while surrendering - om iti ātmānam yu~ñjīta. svāmi deśikan points out that for those who cannot chant the vedic mantra-s, Agama provides for the means to perform prapatti. In other words, instead of the mantric procedures, they use the tantric procedures. When the veda declares - satyam vada, dharmam cara etc., it does not mean that these actions are the proprietary domains of only those who can chant veda-s. The Lord is a sarva-loka-śaraṇyan, not just only for those who can chant the veda-s etc., He is a friend of anyone who surrenders - sarvasya śaraṇam suhṛt.

    svāmi deśikan thus establishes that prapatti is for everyone, not for only those who are born in a certain class or varṇa etc. SrI D. rāmasvāmi aiyengār remarks that this one Sloka alone can justify svāmi deśikan being called தஞ்ஜப் பர கதியைத் தந்து அருள்வோன் .
  • SrI rāmānuja has given the vyākhyāna of the carama Sloka (gītā 16–66) where he points that prapatti is an anga of bhakti. Based on this, some argue that prapatti is only an anga of bhakti, and is not an independent means for moksha. svāmi deśikan points out that SrI rāmānuja has also clearly indicated that prapatti is a direct means for moksha in his gadya-traya-s. Thus prapatti happens to be both an anga for bhakti yoga and an independent means for attaining moksha. The fact that bhakti and prapatti are entirely independent means for moksha is also clear from several other aspects. For instance, observing the varṇāśrama dharma-s is an essential pre-requisite for bhakti yoga. For prapatti the five angas required are ānukūlya samkalpa, kārpaṇya, mahā viśvāsa etc. (Slokam 10).
  • There are some who argue that prapatti is not an independent means for moksha because there is expectation of the five anga-s (viz. Atma-nikshepaṇa etc.). This is not a valid argument. It is common sense that when we want to entrust something to someone’s custody, we make a formal request, we trust that the person will protect it for us, etc. This just as valid when we entrust our ātmā to bhagavān and seek His protection. These anga-s are also laid down clearly in the SAstra-s. When it is said that for prapatti nothing else is needed, what this means is that no other anga such as any karma yoga or varṇāśrama dharma is needed for prapatti, unlike in the case of bhakti yoga.
  • Some advance the argument that there are six parts to śāraṇāgati, including ānukūlya-samkalpam, etc., and that it is incorrect to say that śaraṇāgati is the principal part (angi). This again is based on misperception. Bhakti yoga, which is well accepted as ashṭānga yoga (yoga consisting of 8 anga-s), really consists of seven anga-s, plus the principal part called samādhi which is bhakti yoga fulfilled. No one thinks of the seven anga-s only as bhakti yoga. So also, ānukūlya samkalpam etc. are the anga-s of prapatti, and the principal part is śaraṇāgati itself (Slokam 11).
  • Contrary to some views, all five anga-s of prapatti are absolutely necessary at the time of prapatti. Otherwise, prapatti will not be effective. However, any violation of any anga of prapatti after prapatti is performed will not negate the prapatti once performed, though it will inevitably lead to bhagavān’s unhappiness. Thus, some prāyaścitta needs to be performed e.g., prāyaścitta prapatti. Once prapatti is performed with the observance of the five anga-s, its effect will never be negated by any other act whatsoever after the prapatti.
  • Five anga-s have been defined for prapatti. However, some people have expressed the opinion that not all these anga-s are necessary, and that it is sufficient if a person fuflfils some of these, and prapatti will be successful.

    SrI deśikan points out that all five anga-s are absolutely necessary for performing prapatti itself, but once the prapatti has been performed by observing all the five anga-s, the effect of the prapatti once performed will never be voided if the person does not continue to observe all the anga-s. However, if the prapanna does not continue to observe all the five anga-s after prapatti, this will certainly be displeasing to bhagavān, and it will be necessary to perform some kind of prāyaścitta as a remedy. It is to be clearly borne in mind that for performing prapatti itself, all five anga-s are absolutely essential.
  • Some say that once prapatti has been performed, another prapatti should not be done by the same person, and the first prapatti will be voided just as in the case of brahmāstra.

    svāmi deśikan points out that this true only if the second prapatti is done for the same purpose as the first one. But it is perfectly acceptable to do a second prapatti for a totally different purpose than the first one. For example, as a prāyaścitta to the sins committed after the first prapatti, it is perfectly acceptable, indeed necessary, to do some kind of prāyaścitta, e.g., a prāyascitta prapatti.
  • There is a view that prapatti just consists of mahāviśvāsam, another view that gopṛtva varaṇam (the deliberate choice of śrīman nārāyaṇa as the sole protector) is itself prapatti, a third view that prapatti has only two or three anga-s, etc. Thus there are conflicting statements on what prapatti really is.

    svāmi deśikan points out that these are just part of the effort to highlight the greatness of the respective anga-s at a given time. None of these views deny that there are five anga-s to prapatti.
  • Some argue that ānukūlya samkalpam is the DETERMINATION to do only what is pleasing to bhagavān. If this is an anga for prapatti, what happens to the actual execution of this determination? Should this not be an anga of prapatti?

    svāmi deśikan’s response is that SAstra-s prescribe ānukūlya samkalpam as an anga of prapatti. This determination helps to ensure that we do not do anything contrary to this when we do prapatti. But it is unwarranted to imagine another anga (viz. acting according to the ānukūlya samkalpam) as our own creation. The sheer determination is the anga.
  • There is a view that any act that is sinful or any act that is done with a clear benefit to self in mind will destroy the effect of prapatti.

    Responding to this, svāmi deśikan points out that as long as all the a~nga-s are observed at the time of performing prapatti, nothing will take away the effect of this prapatti. A person who has performed prapatti is expected to be in a state where he will not commit any sin, and will not do any act for his self-benefit. But if he does, the effect of the prapatti that has already been done will in no way be compromised. As stated earlier, if he happens to perform anything that is not normal for his status as a prapanna, surely bhagavān will be displeased, and prāyaścitta prapatti as laid down in the SAstra-s needs to be done. This prapatti is not done for the same purpose for which the first prapatti was done.
  • In response to the question on what the real nature of prapatti or śaraṇāgati is, SrI deśikan points out that there are two important aspects of śaraṇāgati that are both simultaneously important for the act to be called śaraṇāgati. These are: a) a request for protection, and b) entrustment. Neither by itself independently is śaraṇāgati. Thus, if one goes and seeks another’s help in protecting something that belongs to him, it is not called śaraṇāgati. Or, if one pays someone else to take care of something for him and entrusts the full responsibility for its safe-keeping, this does not become śaraṇāgati. The word śaraṇa also means “house”, and Agati means “to come”, and someone coming to someone else’s house can be considered “śanaṇāgati” in this sense, but it is not nyāsa. It is only when one prays to bhagavān for His protection AND completely entrusts the responsibility for everything to bhagavān that śaraṇāgati comes into existence (Slokam 13).
  • SrI deśikan then addresses the question of whether all of one’s belongings (including wife, son etc.)., should be included in prapatti because the recognition of bhagavān as the sole Owner of all our belongings including our body, soul, wealth, wife, son, etc., and the realization that these are all meant for His service only, is a vital part of all stages of prapatti. It is true that the recognition is an anga of prapatti. This recognition is in the form of knowledge when one learns the tattva behind prapatti, it is a necessary mental state for performing prapatti, and it is a natural part of the state of mind when continuing to perform kaimkaryam to bhagavān after prapatti. However, the main action of prapatti itself, which involves surrendering the responsibility for one’s protection to Him, need not include all of one’s belongings (such as wife, son, etc.). SrI D. rāmasvāmi aiyengār nicely summarizes this concept thus: “Though in svarūpa samarpaṇa everything is included, in bhara and phala samarpaṇa only what is desired will form part” (Slokam 14).
  • Some tend to interpret the words “sarva dharmān parityajya” in the carama Sloka to mean that varṇāśrama dharma-s such as sandhyāvandana, lighting a lamp in bhagavān’s sannidhi, decorating the Lord with a garland, etc. should all be discontinued as part of prapatti. svāmi deśikan points out that there are many straightforward interpretations for “sarva dharmān parityajya” that are consistent with SAstra-s, and there is no need to create interpretations like “Stop speaking truth”, “stop practicing dharma”, etc., which are also part of this poor interpretation of “sarva dharmān parityajya - give up all dharma-s”. svāmi deśikan includes six different interpretations in this stotra that are the right ways to interpret this injunction. One of these as an example is: “Realizing one’s inability to follow other means such as bhakti yoga, give up these paths and follow the prapatti mārga”. So nothing in sarva dharmān parityajya says that varṇāśrama dharmam should be given up (Slokam 15).
  • In the carama Sloka, Lord kṛshṇa uses the words माम् एकं शरणं व्रज . Some people interpret the word “ekam” here to mean that He is the upāya and nothing else is the upāya, and then argue that prapatti cannot be the upāya for moksha, since He is the sole upāya by His own word. The important thing here is to understand correctly the meaning of “ekam” in the carama Sloka. It is important to remember that statements that prapatti is an upāya for moksha are also based on pramāṇa-s, just as the statement that bhagavān is the only upāya is based on pramāṇa.

    svāmi deśikan then gives six interpretations of “ekam” in the carama Sloka, and points out that there is no conflict between the carama Sloka saying that bhagavān is the sole upāya for moksha, and the statement that prapatti is an upāya for moksha. This is explained nicely by pointing out that bhagavān is the siddha upāya, and prapatti is the sādhya upāya (Slokam 16). This is explained further below.

    upāya refers to the actions that one can take to achieve one’s desired objective. This is of two kinds. siddha upāya is the means that already exists without our having to do anything. sādhya upāya is the means for which we have to put in our effort, or can put in our effort. For one who wants to attain moksha through prapatti, bhagavān is the means that already exists. He bestows moksha to the cetana because of His immense dayā, together with periya pirāṭṭi’s pleading our case. As a matter of fact, bhagavān is the only upāya for moksha. However, we have immensely displeased Him through our constant violations of SAstra-s and other sins that we have committed both knowingly and unknowingly. In order to remove this displeasure of His, we have the sādhya upāya, which is in our control. prapatti and bhakti are the two sādhya upāya-s that are in our control and that are open to us in order for the siddha upāya to take effect in our case. This is the role of the siddha-upāya in the attainment of moksha through the sādhya upāya, which is the one and only real upāya for moksha.

anga-s of prapatti

The five a~nga-s of prapatti which have been referred to several times before are summarized once more in Slokam 18:

  1. The realization and thought that I am incapable of following any other upāya other than śaraṇāgati (kārpaṇya)
  2. I will not indulge in any act that is counter to your tiru -uḷḷam (prātikūlya varjanam)
  3. I will devote my life only in kaimkaryam that will be pleasing to You (ānukūlya samkalpam)
  4. I have full and absolute confidence that You will definitely protect me and no one else can protect me (mahā viśvāsam)
  5. I pray to you to be the upāya or means to protect me. (goptṛtva varaṇam)

I surrender (śaraṇāgati) my self, and the responsibility to protect me, to You.

This surrender, directed to attain moksha, should be done only once for this purpose, and (by the very nature of mahā viśvāsa) should not be repeated ever again for this same purpose. Unlike bhakti yoga, which needs to be observed over a period of time for it to bear fruit, prapatti for moksha should be done only once.

Life of a prapanna (i.e., after prapatti has been done)

In Slokam 19, svāmi deśikan deals with the life of a prapanna after the prapatti has been done.

  1. No karma or act should be undertaken that has the objective of attaining anything for one’s own benefit.
  2. No action should be undertaken that is a violation of the SAstra-s (those that will lead to accruing more sins).
  3. nitya-naimittika karma-s such as sandhyāvandana, śrāddha, etc., which do not fall in either category (kāmya karma-s or those forbidden by the SAstra-s), and which are in the balance between the above two categories, should continue to be performed.
  4. For any sins that are accrued in spite of the above conduct, prāyaścitta-s as prescribed in the SAstra-s should definitely be performed. If the prescribed prāyaścitta-s cannot be performed, the prāyaścitta prapatti should definitely be performed (i.e., prapatti performed not with the objective of moksha - since this has already been done once and should not be repeated, but with the objective of prāyaścitta for the sins accrued subsequent to the performance of prapatti).
  5. For one who has done prapatti, the RNa-s or obligations of the three kinds - viz. to deva-s, sages, and pitṛ-s - have been fulfilled by prapatti itself. Ordinarily, the obligations to deva-s is removed through performance of yāga-s, that to sages by learning veda-s, and the one to pitṛ-s by begetting progeny who can perform the obligations like śrāddha etc. But for a prapanna, the performance of prapatti (a great tapas by itself as was mentioned earlier) and observing the way of life prescribed for a prapanna (living a life consistent with SAstra-s, nishkāmya karma, bhagavad kaimkaryam as the sole objective of all action etc.), already take care of these three kinds of obligations, and nothing further is required to be done.
  6. A prapanna should accept the pleasures and pains that are a part of life in this world with equal disposition, and should look at these as the fulfillment of the results of his karma, so that he is free to do kaimkaryam to Him which will not result in any additional accumulation of fruits.
  7. The prapanna should not indulge in any actions or prayers with the desire for any benefit. He should pray only for the continued growth of his bhakti and j~nāna, and his prayers should only be directed to bhagavān, His retinue of nitya-sūri-s such as vishvaksena, garuḍa, ananta, etc., and to ācārya-s such as āḻvārs, nāthamuni, yāmuna muni, etc. His prayers can include the well-being of sādhu-s that are devoted to His kaimkaryam, prosperity of materials such as the flowers and sandalwood that are useful for His kaimkaryam, etc. The key is that he should not seek or pray for something that is not related to or does not contribute to kaimkaryam to bhagavān.

The Importance of Observing varṇāśrama dharma-s Even Though Not An anga of prapatti (Slokam 20)

kaimkaryam can be classified into two major categories:

  1. Those that are ordained to be done by a person who is physically fit to observe them. These include snānam, sandhyā, bhagavad-ārādhanam, srāddham, tarpaṇam, etc. It is to be noted that even though these are not anga-s for prapatti, these varṇāśrama dharma-s should never be given up.
  2. Those that are not ordained to be done, but which are directed to bhagavān and will only please Him if done. These are called anu~jñā kaimkarya-s. This includes acts like offering flowers, sandalwood etc. to Him, doing pradakshiṇam, performing utsavam for bhagavān, etc. These can be done as one’s abilities permit and as one’s interests allow.

Humans have two kinds of karma-s. One is called samcita karma - these are the effects of karma-s or actions that have not yet borne fruit, and so can be expiated by our current actions such as penance, yāga, etc. The other group is called prārabdha karma-s - those that are already bearing fruit and being enjoyed by us now (e.g., our sex, our parentage, etc.), and those karma-s or actions that we are committing now, which will bear fruit in future births. Performance of prapatti, which is the best of yāga-s (Slokam 9), clears the prapanna completely of samcita karma-s. Prapatti also clears the effects of prārabdha karma-s that normally will bear fruit in future births for actions performed in this birth. Thus, the prapanna is left with the effects of prārabdha karma-s which he is already enjoying in this birth. The prapanna enjoys these during this lifetime, and at the end of this, is left with no more effects of karma to enjoy, and reaches śrīvaikuṇṭham at the end of this life.

Conclusion

svāmi deśikan concludes the stotra with a gist of how he was led to prapatti, and how he lives his life as a prapanna after performing prapatti. This concluding Slokam is included as part of the nitya-anusandhānam at the end of the nyāsa daśakam which is recited during the nitya bhagavad-ārādhanam.

संसारावर्त वेग प्रशमन शुभ-दृक् देशिक प्रेक्षितो’हं
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निश-शङ्खः तत्वत-दृष्त्या निरवधिक दयं प्रार्थ्य सम्रक्षकं
त्वां न्य्स्य तत-पाद पद्मे वरद निज-भरं निर-भरो निर-भयो’स्मि  ||

I chose a good ācārya who could instruct me on how to get out of the whirl of samsāra, and had his divya kaṭāksha. Because of the ācārya’s teachings, I obtained the knowledge that could help me analyze and understand the difficulty of bhakti yoga and the realization that prapatti is the only recourse open to me, which I could perform easily, and attain the desired moksham by performing it once and only once. I learned the facts about prapatti and so had no doubt whatsoever about its efficacy. I sought refuge of peraruḷāḷan with pirāṭṭi as the sole refuge who could protect me. I surrendered all responsibility for my protection at the feet of peraruḷāḷan and performed prapatti at His feet. Since I am now living the life of a prapanna, I feel completely relieved of all responsibility for my self from that point. Since all my acts from that point on have been directed to only kaimkaryam for bhagavān, there is nothing more to fear about any accumulation of karma. So I continue to lead a life of nishkāmya kaimkaryam to bhagavān while spending the rest of my life in this world, and deriving infinite happiness from it.

—dāsan kṛshṇamācāryan